Friday, November 26, 2010


is in control and bigger than our pain.
I am amazed that He can provide joy when we don't think joy is possible.  This week was an example of that.

Sometimes I don't feel like praising Him.  Sometimes I don't feel like thanking Him.  Sometimes I feel like He has betrayed me.  But that is usually when I actually become even closer to Him, through prayer.  He has given me the greatest gift of a child, and is keeping my sweet son in the best possible place, waiting to reunite one day.

Thank you powerful God!

Now this I know: The Lord gives victory to His anointed.  He answers him from His heavenly sanctuary with His victorious power of His right hand.  Psalm 20:6


  1. You are beautiful Sarah.
    Check out this link to an Amy Grant song that I love. Sometimes your honest cries are better than a Hallelujah.

  2. Sarah - yes, you are beautiful. I agree. :)

    Kelly - loved the Amy Grant video. Of course it had me in tears! My favorite line: "a beautiful mess we are..."

  3. Sarah, I found your blog through Courtney Brown's. I'm also a Red Raider. I read your story and wanted to tell you that you are in my prayers.